my msg to you.

i know you're jealous & angry abt me with guys. you reacted this way bcos you care abt me. i'm glad. really. maybe somehow i wanted you to show how much you care abt me. whenever i receive your msg, you seems to be so sian. i was so disappointed. i dunno if you've fall for another girl alr. everytime when i miss you, i wanna sms you but i din dare to sms you or even call you. i know you dun like me to call you for nothing. so i always refrain from thinking abt you by chatting with whoever is online. believe me. i still love you. if i dun, i wont cry almost every night during holidays. i din cry after sch reopen cos' i know everyone will know i cried the previous night. i do my hws every night & when i get tired, i'll slp and not think anymore. but everytime i still think of you before i sleep on my bed despite the tiredness. i'm sorry to make you jealous & angry. i'm really sorry. but have faith in me. i'll wait for you. even it's for a lifetime. it's love that makes us bond together. love doesn't come so easily. awaiting for the day we patch. the day we can be together as one. i love you. you will always be my boy. always. never be replaced.